My life's a mess and it's stressing me out
This awkward silence is depressingly loud
Haven't posted in a minute, think I lost all my clout
Dunno how we got here, might be time to reroute
Thought things sucked but I didn't know the half of it
Gotta pay my rent but I keep not having it
Never taught me how to handle money in school
but we spent a whole week learning how to sing the alphabet
ABCDEF Jesus Christ
I'm only eating beans and rice
for the next 13 weeks it's fine
just pretend that it's cheese and whine
*The Great Panica Tax of 2020*
credits
from Gleam Dream,
released December 16, 2022
production, vocals and lyrics by Omni Rutledge
Debilitating panic attacks by crippling self worth issues