Tryna get over the kid you used to be
I barely know her
It feels like just last week that I was
lying to you saying everything's alright
It's mid-October and I don't miss the sun
I'm finally sober. I realize nostalgia's a drug
I've been sick
This is hard you've gotta believe me
I guess that's all I want you to know
Nobody said that it was gonna be easy
to unlearn all I think I know
But with one foot in front of the last
I'll walk away from my past
'cause you deserve better and so do I
You deserve better
Give you a minute so can find your voice
Who am I kidding? Not like I have a choice
We're always complaining like we don't want the same thing
This is hard you've gotta believe me
I guess that's all I want you to know
Nobody said that it was gonna be easy
to unlearn all I think I know
But with one foot in front of the last
I'll walk away from my past
'cause you deserve better and so do I
You deserve better
It's funny how remembering all the reasons I hate you
is the only remaining way I can say I like you still
It hurt to call it love
I'm happier without you and I always made you doubt
yourself and if we ever could turn it all around until
It became gentler to make push turn to shove
We're to tired to fight
Let's just say goodbye
You deserve better
credits
from Gleam Dream,
released December 16, 2022
Production, vocals and lyrics by Omni Rutledge
Production, vocals and lyrics by Zephani Jong